Monday, April 30, 2012

Who Is It?

"And It Doesn't Seem To Matter And It Doesn't Seem Right 'Cause The Will Has Brought No Fortune Still I Cry Alone At Night Don't You Judge Of My Composure 'Cause I'm Bothered Everyday And She Didn't Leave A Letter She Just Up And Ran Away" -Lyrics by M. Jackson

Sunday, April 29, 2012


I got this from Tumblr. HAWT!

Friday, April 27, 2012

Tattoo Idea

This is BEAUTIFUL. It is not mine, but I would love to have this tattooed on me.


I have been going through a lot of changes lately. I lost my mother after a long illness. I have a huge hole in my heart and I am not sure what to do with my life right now. I lost my home because I couldn't pay the rent without a mother was my job. I had to give up my dog and that really hurt, but I understood why-I couldn't afford the pet deposit anyways. A friend of mine came down from 10 hours away to take care of me for a week after my Mama passed away. I was then hurt by this person; I have been through a lot. I have a lot of things going on right now and all I am really trying to do is make it through one day at a time. There are days when I don't want to get out of bed or do anything. I need to try and find a job, so I have been working pretty hard on that for the last few days. I realize everyone has their own burdens to bare, so I try not to be a bother with my problems to other people. I am dealing with all of this as best I can; I realize my troubles are not as bad as others. What I am going through is relevant, however. I matter, and my feelings matter. I just need to figure out what I want to do with myself. I am not trying to find anyone or date anyone; I have some things I personally need to work on before I try to date again. I would talk about my feelings more here but I just feel like it doesn't matter.