I am wide awake at 3 A.M. I wonder how many other people tonight are lonely and scared like me. I just had a thought that maybe I am meant to be alone. I know I am in no shape to be in a relationship.....maybe I should just accept that being alone is how I am supposed to be. I wish I could slip into a coma and when I woke up in a year or two my heart would be magically healed. I can dream......